Scared!

Ceci

Hi! My name is Ceci I am 36 years old, married to a man 39. I am the second wife. He has 3 boys from previous marriage but sadly he had a vasectomy thinking that was it. We want a baby, he feels guilty not being able to have a reversal because of the super high cost and not being a sure thing after having it done almost 6 years ago. But i want a baby and I started a research about sperm donors. He supports me. The only way we could do it is via ICI for money reasons, and that's when I get scared that we will not have the money to take care of a baby. We both work we live comfortable, we are not on debt we have a little extra to spend on date nights a vacation a year, but a baby is more expensive than that I know people that are happy and have less than we and have more children and they do ok. So I try to see that big picture but i am honestly scare that I cant give my baby what he deserves if i get the miracle of having one by ICI need help and advice. Thank you!